I wonder if all this drama is meant to be ... How am I supposed to get rid of this emptiness? The feeling of never being good enough at anything or to anyone is taking its toal on me. They say that love is louder than the pressure to be perfect, but lately I've been thinking about everything that I've been through and I don't think it is true anymore...
Am I destined to be alone and crying myself to sleep every night over something that I can't even define ? I feel lonely and I'm tired of this overwhelming feeling.
Everyone has their happy ending and Prince Charming ... I'm hoping for my fairy tale too.
I'm having a hell of a tough day and I just needed to vent.
I'm still looking for my safe haven, will I ever find it ?
At the end of the day I'm just a messed up girl living her messed up life.
A- the girl next door.