To my beloved best friend *

       It's so stupid how we only realize how much the people we hang out with every day mean to us, when we are about to lose them. I've met a lot of people throughout high school, but none of them ever compared to you. You've been there for me since the beggining, remember when I was that shy girl that was too embarassed to talk with anyone ?
 I know, it's hard to remember me as a calm and sweet little girl, but one day I happened to be that sort of person, not this silly freak you now call best friend xD
        You were there for me when I honestly had no one to turn to, you were my safe haven, the one I ever felt safe with, and you would hold my and and give me your shoulder to cry on , even when I least deserved it.
You were the one that would guide me into the right direction and most important would tell me when I was acting the wrong way.
They say that we'll meet a lot of people through life but only some of them will leave footprints on our heart, you left a huge one love.
        The thought of you going so far away makes me numb, how am I supposed to live without one of the most important persons in my life? Just promisse me that no matter how many miles may lay between us, we'll never change; we'll never stop being these stupid dirty little freaks that can make a joke out of nothing and that are always there to make the other one laugh. I love you so damn much.
These tears that are streaming down my face are just a proof of how important you are to me , and that I treasure this friendship of ours more than anything in the world.
      Thank you for being a "boyfriend", a brother, a guider and the best friend that someone could ever ask for. " We might be apart but I hope you'll always know, you'll be with me wherever I go".
I hope one day, to be able to repay all you've done for me, I will never forget you!
Don't you ever let go of me, please!


With love and caring, your best friend

♥

A- the girl next door.

Summer night thoughts...

Hello mate*

It's been a while since the last time I've been here.

    Tomorrow I'm finishing my exams and hopefully I'll finish high school and enjoy my vacations. 

      The idea of moving to another city to go to college is exciting and scary at the same time, all I can think about is - how many new people I'll meet up with, my new school and all the fun I'll have with everybody. But I must confess that being without mom and dad is actually scary, they've been my huge support throughout my whole life and  the thought of me moving away, even not too far away, it's not something that I'm happy about.

     I'm looking forward to go to college and meet someone, someone that eventually I'll  build up  a relationship with, someone that can be more than just my friend. That's something that has definitly been missing in my life, maybe because I made it that way, but I really want to find that one speacial person that I can call mine, and that won't get up and leave when things get rough. Being able to create that sort of bond with someone is something that I really miss and that I really want to get back.

Hopefully I'll have lots of fun this summer and everything will be just fine, no worries, no dramas - just me , my mates , sun , the beach and lots good moments.

    It's so weird to look back and think how fast it all went, it's seems like yesterday I moved to my current hometown and met all the people in school, and now 3 years have past and we're on our way to start a new chapter in life, where unfortunatly most of the people we spent all this time with will be left behind. It's sad but it is the course of life - it goes on.

 Cheers , 

A - the girl next door.